Am I?
I’m just wondering if I happen to be a monster. One of my friends is gone yet somehow I am not sad. I cried a little but I didn’t feel sad. I just feel…I guess numb about the whole thing. I guess maybe I knew it was coming so just got ready so my body and mind weren’t effected by it. Yet somehow I can’t help but feel horrible about the fact I have no feeling toward it. I just want him, Rai and Noa to know I care so much about all three of you and any other friend of mine that might be watching me on here. You mean so much to me just never forget that. You mean a lot more to me then you know even if you may not feel like it or something.
